1. lose 15 lbs or more
2.  NO BINGEING.
3. drink more water.
4.  exercise more
5.  clean my room every week on sunday morning.
6.  study more for math and history
7. buy better clothes. these old ones are getting ratty... :)haha
8. KEEP ORGANIZED.
9. be nicer to my sister
10.  actually see P. 

 Carrots with Sesame:
http://eatingwell.com/recipes/sesame_carrots.html?utm_source=YahooBlog_News_122908

Makes 3 servings, about 2/3 cup each
2 cups baby carrots 
1 tablespoon toasted sesame seeds
Pinch of dried thyme
Pinch of kosher salt
Toss carrots with sesame seeds, thyme and kosher salt in a small bowl.
NUTRITION INFORMATION: Per serving: 33 calories; 0 g fat (0 g sat, 0 g mono); 0 mg cholesterol; 8 g carbohydrate; 1 g protein; 2 g fiber; 72 mg sodium; 220 mg potassium. 
Nutrition bonus: Vitamin A (250% daily value), Vitamin C (15% dv). 
1/2 Carbohydrate Serving
Exchanges: 1 1/2 vegetable

 Dec 17: 1 orange (60)+tea+a few bites of pizza (120?) + soup (100?) =below 300 ish

( stupid wishful thinking )

wow, livejournal. long time no talk.
i'm back now though. 
for good

today's accomplishments:
-mowed lawn
-cleaned rabbit
-did laundry
-emptied dishwasher
-put dirty dishes in
-cleaned up around the kitchen

all with only an apple and an orange in me. SO THERE.
mwahahaaaaaa.
i'm gonna fucking kick their asses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IMPORTANT DATES:
12/23- 12/27..........orange county
12/21(?).................party (?)
1/3...........................last day of break :(
1/9...........................birthday!
1/18........................DC trip!

GOALS:
12/12 (fri)............132
12/19...................126
12/23...................124
12/28...................122
1/1........................120, FOR SURE, even if you screw up the rest, be 120 BY JAN 1st!!!!!!!!!
1/5........................117
1/10.......................115
1/13......................114 (FOR SURE)
1/17.......................111 (FOR SURE, NOJOKEDCTRIPISRIGHTTHENEXTDAYWORKITOUTBITCH>)

-i will look good in that highwaisted skirt with the flowers
-skinny jeans.
-i won't have to wear the flowy shirts all the time
-ican actually wear that cute paisley top that only looks good if i have slender collar bones
-thanksgiving: people will like me more
-i won't blush as much because there will be less of me to blush
-no fat rolls
-i can see those little veins on the back of my hands
-people respect thin people more
-i can get people's approval
-hell, i can like myself
-i can get lost in a sweater and look cute with a mug of tea in my hands :}
-i can go in the rain and when my shirt soaks through and sticks to me, i will be able to see flatness and bone definition, not flubber and a stomach pouch.
-i can look good when we do class presentations and not have to wear a sweatshirt daily
-when it comes to those things in physics and they go "who is the smallest person" it will without a doubt be me
-impress
-be worthy of boyd
-when i dance, i won't have to worry about anything jiggling
-my feet won't be fat, so i can wear better heels
-guys will look at me more
-i can go for the whole "tomboy with lose jeans" effect and actually pull it off
-my stomach won't hurt from the top of it pouching over when i slouch
-no one will get mad at me
-my room will be clean
-i can fit into any of my friends clothes and the "i think your stuff is too big for me" thing will be a factor. people look hotter in big clothes as long as the person is skinny.
-i will no longer be the same size as nikki
-i can meet with P. from santa cruz

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to be categorized later......
I Wanna Be Bad---Willa Ford

Skinny Bitch ----yup they would've freaked if they saw this, simply because it swears in the title...hahaha

another thing that i had to hide from them (and i still do have to hide this from them....) is Queer As Folk. i 've got a lot of the DVDs and they definitely stay buried away!!!! lmao!

oh, and i suppose this is reading material, but it was on the web...i love reading  Harry/Draco fanfiction, which just itself is controversial, but also, there's a LOT of yummy,hot,SEXY erotica....um, fics out there that are adult in nature... and i'm only 16..... hehehehehe

Tags: teen reading, writer's block, ya

 i plan to take control of my life.
i plan to try harder in school, and get better grades than i am currently.

taking control of my life also means perfecting my body and wardrobe.so here's the calendar
http://www.timeanddate.com/calendar/monthly.html?year=2008&month=10&country=1
http://www.timeanddate.com/calendar/monthly.html?year=2008&month=11&country=1
October:
25: E's party!
31: halloween
November:
8: send pic to Kahlia
22: send pic to kahlia
27: thanksgiving